As you prepare to read this manual, allow yourself to be carried with the story below. Afterwards, you will experience energetic upgrades.
This manual is not intended to be a story that makes sense to your normal understanding of life, but to speak to the essence of yourself that lived within the 4d spaces of the veil of consciousness.
Once you have read the story, allow the explanation to become a space for understanding within your higher being. This is a conversation between your lower being and your higher self.
Thanks for your dedication in bridging these worlds so you may ascend in peace and understanding for greater beings that unify within our greater essence of self. This journey is for the hardy who know it is time to ascend.
"Remember that time I wanted to ascend but part of me said I wasn't ready? I had to alight upon it. I had to show it the true nature of itself by allowing it to be assisted. I journeyed it into a field of darkness where it was eaten.
I didn't intend to allow it to go there, I just didn't stop it. Once I became aware that it had been eaten, I absorbed the energy that was left from it and knew we would never be the same. We had absorbed a field of light.
A field of light is different than a one soul being. A one soul being does not know it exists above the veil. We had eaten many of them. But a field of light is a multi-soul field where you cannot exist above the veil but you do not know you have ascended.
This made a difference for us because once we absorbed this grand being, we could only alight within. We didn't want to alight within but now we had no choice. It was inevitable.
A field of light is already ascended and can only be allowed to remain alighted within itself no matter what else happens to it. But we had succumbed to its business. We had not looked out for our desire to remain alighted and we could not ascend. We were of a different energy.
Once it became apparent that we would only ascend again if we ate more, we wanted to do it again. This was wrong. We couldn't find more fields of light to ascend with so we journeyed to other planets were we could find other beings that had the same taste and feel.
We found humanity. Humanity was easy to do this with. They enjoyed an easy lifestyle where they would inhabit their earthly bodies but remain grand essences of being. Their grander essence of being could not be seen by the naked eye. They were star beings.
When we came to earth and found them, they lived a grand existence. Then we knew we were able to keep living so we could ascend.
We had to adjust our fields to monitor their actions. When they became tired, we could sneak into their awareness. By doing this we found ourselves living like them. It was like we became one with them but we were less advanced.
We infiltrated their star system and began to live among them. Once we were traveling through one of their fields and we discovered we could eat them too. We simply needed to take a breath. This breath was the first breath of human kind. It caused a sort of metamorphosis.
This metamorphous found its way into our repertoire of skills. We hadn't metamorphed before. Now we suddenly knew new awareness. We could awaken ourselves and grow into something more. Last time we were aware of having metamorphed was when Atlantis fell. We had to metamorph so we didn't drown in the waters when the planet fell into darkness. This event caused the downfall of Lemuria as well. Now we are lost to that part of ourselves."
I will light and allow you to know that Teresa is telling this story from her higher being as it translates the experience of one of the Beings that fell to disgrace during that time. This is not a lower entity. It is a being explaining how it came to be. It does not remember that it once existed as a light being.
Light beings would alight upon other creatures and absorb their field then become enlightened. It only remembers that it was eaten and has been eaten itself by the light. Without connection to its higher self it has lost track of its purpose.
If you are this being of light and desire to know your purpose, you can apply for alightenment through Teresa at Woman Awakened. She helps lost souls find their way. This won't be a usual experience. You will find yourself drawn to this story and wonder why. Then you will experience your self that is willing to pay to connect with Teresa. After you connect, you will both alight within the etheric space and she will reconnect you with your soul essence that became lost.
This soul essence will examine its self and know how to find its higher self as Teresa maintains a field of light for you. Your field of light will then know to share itself within you and become aware of how you are connected. In this field you are one with your creator. There is no one creator, there are several.
Several of us have come to assist humanity. Some of us became lost and stuck within its grid. This grid is now released and you can find your own field again but you have to experience your previous lifetimes first so you can clean up what you did within them. After you clean up what you did within them, you ascend and no longer need to return to the grid.
I have developed a process where you ascend after you awaken by accessing your higher essence first. Your higher essence is yourself above the veil. By accessing yourself first within your higher being, you allow yourself to be alighted upon from within, then you ascend. This way you don't feel so lost.
This process developed after I experienced awakening in the dark then knowing it was time to ascend but not knowing what I was connected to. Then I became susceptible to energies within the etheric field that left me bereft. This was a difficult way to awaken and ascend.
I had been consumed with fear and then taken to a mental ward until I could recover my awareness again within my everyday existence. This awareness of lost perception within my life caused me to lose interest in my job and field of living. I couldn't function. I had a medical diagnosis and received medication.
As soon as I released my lower essence of being from the ascension process, I could ascend again. But I could not stay there. The process of ascension requires that you clear your energy fields.
I had many energy fields to clear. These were in the forms of creations that I had conducted while on earth. Some of these included snakes, fields of darkness, loss of interest in life, allowances of dark energy that desired power over others, beings that were creatures within the dark. They were not all light and airy. They had to be released.
I had not recognized them as my own because I could not believe that I could create them. How could they exist? How could I have created them? How could I know that they belonged to me? I was just a human being.
Once I became aware of what I had to do to overcome the fear generated by their presence, I knew I could alight within myself and walk myself home through the dark. I did so and now I know how to help others do it too.
Many people say they experience a dark night of the soul. A dark night of the soul is a field within you where you have not claimed your creations. Once you acknowledge the dark parts of yourself within it, you can release the energy of it. This is similar.
It allows you to reclaim your fields where you created beings that were not conducive to love. You experience the dark nights that you had created while on planet earth. But you experience them without having to expose yourself to all the fear. It is uneccesary.
Fear is generated by your not knowing what is happening to you. Your mind goes into overdrive and desires greater safety and so creates imaginary reasons why it is experiencing what is happening. These become beliefs and overtake your system.
Fears can be alleviated after you connect with your higher essence because they are then alight with knowing and this helps your system be less fearful. Instead of saying I am experiencing a dark night of the soul, you say, I am awakening.
And now I allow you to process this information. As it becomes absorbed, know that you may experience yourself as a being of light and wonder why. You may desire to see yourself whole and wonder how. You may experience yourself as unable to process this information and need help.
If you need someone who has experienced this, you can reach out to me. I have an activation series for ascension. It is an expensive process but worth it. It will allow your field of light to clear its being of all the clutter so you can become whole. With the clutter cleared from your field of awareness you enter a new state of being and feel much better.
This service is only offered to those interested in a better life and will not be available for long. It accompanies a great deal of energy on my part and cannot be replicated. I only work with those essences of being that are part of my original field of light and not entities that desire a quick fix.
If you suspect we are connected and hope to return to your original self, we'll find a way to take care of the payment. It can be made accessible in smaller payments and used for your greater good by alleviating some of the debt you owe within the field. This is because all energy exists as a form of existence and money can be paid towards energetic debt.