I am a woman on a path of discovering and re-membering the full essence of my self.
I actively began this journey in 2010 when I had a dream about a little girl I was hiding with a huge whole in her center. I knew this little girl was me and it was now safe to recover her.
I recognized this as having reached the stop sign of my soul. In the same night as this dream, I also journaled what I truly desired to experience in my life. The primary theme expressed within this message was a deep desire to live simply, supported and aligned with the spirit essence of my self and to allow this to be an influencing force for others in their journey as well.
After coming into these realizations for my self, my entire life shifted. Within two years, I changed jobs, lost weight, ended my marriage, reconnected with an old teenage sweetheart and moved into a little cabin on the bay. These were the obvious, outside changes witnessed by all around me. But the bigger changes were inside.
The inner awakenings I experienced were intimate, quiet, profound and growing. I didn't know how to fully describe this new awareness. I only knew I had to keep following it. I had opened to something within myself that I had only caught glimpses of through out my lifetime. Now it was opening in earnest.
My dreams played a huge part in my awakening. Through them I began to recognize my self deep within. It began with seeing numbers and images that held meaning, experiencing metaphors that held deeper messages, hearing snippets of conversation, and waking up thinking, 'oh, that's how you do that.' Though there was no way I could repeat what I had experienced in my daily life.
I didn't know it at the time, but I had began a journey back to myself. Every journey is unique unto itself. One of my discoveries is that we are each discovering our own story. There is no right or wrong, good or bad. It is simply the unfolding of our self. We each hold our own truths. And our realizations within it become like the metamorphosis of the caterpillar from the cocoon into the butterfly.
My story is represented within the various 'pages' of the website, blog, and books found here. These are my truths, my experiences, my pathways back to self. May they be seen as only one framework for how a journey might unfold. An intimate, authentic expression of self. I offer them publicly for others who seek to validate and feel supported in their journey. And for those who desire to know they are not alone. I trust that if you have found yourself within these pages, then there is something here for you, and that whatever that is, it will be just enough.