After I awakened in the hotel room in California, I found my self in the presence of dark beings. They captured my essence and placed it in some sort of device. This device places beings within a place where they cannot escape.
From within that place, I learned to alight upon myself. I could not alight outside, but could alight inside.
I then discovered that this place where I had been encapsulated had a name. It was the lower 4d. In the lower 4d, you are trapped until you figure out that the only thing holding you there are your fears.
My fears were intense. I could not distinguish between them and the real world. My fears within this space were created by all the times I had lived as a dark being upon planet earth. I could not become unencapsulated until I told my truth.
Once I realized that I could reveal my truth and use it with the beings that kept me trapped, it also became clear to me that the only thing holding me were my fears. They became the beings that held me. I then grew to know I could escape this situation by living through each of the fears.
By organizing myself into three beings, I could be one of them. I could live the fear through one of my beings, be the fear maker through another being, and watch it with my true self.
Through this I also learned that I could control what occurred if I balanced my fear and didn't allow it to get overwhelming. So I also became the peacemaker.
I joined forces with my soul self, which was with me in my essence as well, and traded places. We became a team. My soul self is my physical body. By allowing my physical body to proceed me through the fear, she would deflect the energy of dark ones who desired me to stay in a state of fear. And then I found a way to overcome them.
My true captors were the Cabal, but my encapsulation was my fear. I could not be held unless I succumbed to it. I refused to succumb to it. Instead I joined their game and discovered how to elicit the fear within my self that had been created by my own lifetimes.
Then I found out that some of the fear was generated by the captors themselves. Once I dissipated my own generated fear, I could escape. I could not be held responsible for fear that did not belong to me.
Now I have reorganized my being to be more conducive to recognizing when I am generating my own fear. I use this to assist others in seeing when their fear is actually their own creation or it is of another essence. It is not necessary to carry the fear of another.
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