I am grateful that I have learned how to be awake, yet grounded. It helps me grow. When I was awakening, I would get stuck in other dimensional fields that were not available to my inner self, but were like small stories of getting cleared from hate. These were on purpose in my omni twin self. They helped me clear ancestral lines of my greater soul.
Now that I am safe in a grounded state, I can feel happy without losing myself to higher spirit. It was hard. Higher spirit was intoxicating, alluring and full of adventure within another realm. I am thankfully now able to receive higher spirit, but not be lost to it.
I am receiving now. This is a channeled message from higher spirit. It is how I receive.